11/28/2009

Do Raahein

मेरी ज़िन्दगी में दो राहो का बहुत महत्व है  क्यूंकि अक्सर मैं अपने आप को वहीँ पाती हूँ . यूँ लगता है की ज़िन्दगी दो राहो में बट  कर रह गयी है . हर वक़्त किसी एक का चुनाव करो, बहुत मुश्किल है.
बात जब सिनिअर्स और सही बात के लिए आवाज़ उठाने की हो तो क्या करे कोई ? यदि सबके बीच सही बात को उठाये , तो पता ही है की उनको अच्छा नहीं लगेगा . सशक्त पद हमेशा सशक्त व्यक्ति पर हावी होता है . सब एक अच्छा कार्यकर्ता चाहते है पर वह अनुयायी होना चाहिए . बिना बात को बढ़ाये या झगडा किये क्या किया जाये? पीछे हटा जाये?गलत को अनदेखा किया जाये?या फिर चाहे कुछ हो अंजाम ,आवाज़ उठाई जाये ? क्या पानी में रहकर मगरमच्छ से बैर अच्छा है? साथ ही जंगल के राजा आपकी अनदेखी करे , आप ख़ास से आम बन जाये -यह सही है?
"मुंह पे बोला तो आप अलग-थलग पड़ जाओगे ,
और हाँ में हाँ की तो भीड़ में चलता पाओगे !"

दोस्तों से गुजारिश है की कुछ रौशनी दिखाए .....

11/18/2009

AATMa SAKSHATKAAR

Himmati hai woh, jo chale akele bheed mei

Himmati hai woh, jo daale prabhav kisi pe,

Himmati hai woh, jo uncha uthaye kisi ko

Himmati hai woh, jo bann jaye zindagi kisi ki

Himmati hai woh, jo cha jaye dil-o-dimag mei

Kamzor hai woh, jo aa jaye kisi ke prabhav mei

Kamzor hai woh, jo chale kisi ke peeche

Kamzor hai woh, jo jis par chal jaye jaadu kisi ka

Kamzor hai woh, jo toot jaye chuti parchayi se

Kamzor hai woh, jo sath chutne pe mita de hasti

Kamzor hai woh, jo fir na kare koshish uthne ki

Kamzor hai woh, jo ho jaye be-bass

Kamzor hai woh, jo reh jaye bass taras

Kaun hoon mei....????

HAAN MEI KAMZOR HOON, HAAN MEI KAMZOR HOON...

9/21/2009

YAADEIN


Yeh kavita mere dil ke behadd kareeb hai. shabd kamm pad jayenge yadi mei likhti rahu iss par.. Aaj to bass itna hi likh payi hoon....kyuki AANKH MEI KUCH NAMI SI HAI, AAJ FIR UNKI KAMI SI HAI :) Yeh kisi 1 ya 2 ke liye nahi hai yeh bass mere dil ki sachchai hai..4 ALL YOU MY FRIENDS..LOVE YOU

AATI HAI YAAD MUJHE
WOH YAHOO KI BAATEIN..
MERE DIN AUR TUMHARI RAATEIN
KYA YEH TUMHE NAHI HAI SATATE..??


WOH ORKUT PAR MILNA
CHATROOM MEI BHADAKNA
SCRAP 10 KO 9 PAR ROKNA
WOH SHERO-SHAYRI MEI JHAGADNA..

KYA YEH TUMHE ABB NAHI SATATE
WOH ORKUT KE DIN AUR YAHOO KI RAATEIN !

WOH CONFERENCE BANANA
MASTI MEI SABKO SATANA
WOH TRUTH & DARE KHELNA'
DARE WALO KO JAANKAR FASANA..

KYA YEH ABB TUMHE NAHI YAAD AATE..??
WOH ORKUT KE DIN AUR YAHOO KI RAATEIN !

MISS CALL DEKAR ONLINE BULANA
ANJAAN ID SE DOSTO KO SATANA
WOH YASIR KA HAR-PAL DING HO JANA
AUR SWAPNIL KA HAR BAAT PE JHAGADNA..

MUJHE YEH YAADEIN HAI ABB TAK SATATE
WOH ORKUT KE DIN AUR YAHOO KI RAATEIN !

KYA KOI SACH HAI ITNA BADA
KI DOSTI KI RAHOON MEI AA KHADA
KYA KOI JHOOT HAI ITNA CHUBHTA
DOSTO KO APAS MEI MILNE SE ROKTA

KAASH KE TUMHE BHI SATATI YEH YAADEIN
WOH ORKUT KE DIN AUR YAHOO KI RAATEIN !

KYA BADAL GAYE HAI DOST?
YA BADAL GAYI HAI DOSTI ?
WOH NILABH KI MASTI
AUR MANIK KI CHUPPI
WOH DEBU KI SHAITANI
AUR DEEPAK KI NADANI

KAHAN SE LAAU WAPAS YEH BAATEIN
ABB NA AYENGI FIR WOH RAATEIN !


KAASH KI MEI TUMHE YEH SAMJHAPATI
YEH YAADIEN MUJHE HAI PAL PAL SATATI !!
YEH YAADEIN MUJHE HAI PAL PAL SATATI !!


7/10/2009

MUKHAUTA...."THE MASK"


Suna bahut tha ,Dekha bhi
nahi socha tha hum apnayenge
jaise hai bass waise hi hai
yuhin chalte jayenge...

Waqt badla aur hum bhi
duniya ne reet sikha di
abb to bass yahi aalam hai
Mukhauta hi asli chehra lagta hai.....

2/07/2009

MYSTERY RESOLVED PRT -1

I KNOW FRIENDS U JUST WANNA KNOW AFTER READING THE HEADLINES....

YUP..U R RIGHT...HERE IS PART 1 OF MY BESTIE..MY SIS'S LOVE MYSTERY...

HERE IS THE VIDEO OF HER BELOVED.......JISKO USSNE ITNE DINO SE CHIPAYA.. APNA DIL DE DIYA.....USSE SAAMNE MEI LEKAR AA RAHI HOON...

DEBZ R U READY..............................??????????????????????????



video

1/31/2009

DIL-E-NADAAN



1} CHAHA HUMNE KI TUM CHAHO HUME,
CHAHAT HAMARI CHAHAT BANKAR REH GAYI ||

2}TUMSE DIL LAGAKAR KHUD KO SAZA DI HAI ,
SHIKAYAT KYA TUMSE? JAB KHATA HUMNE KI HAI ||

3} ABB ISS DUNIYA SE KOI UMEED NAHI,
JINPAR LUTAYE AANSU UNKO ISKI KADRA NAHI ||

4} PANA NAHI DENA WAFA HUMARI KISMAT HAI,
DOSTI NAHI MILNA DHOKA HUMARI KISMAT HAI ||

5} KYA KAHE KI HAMARA HAAL KYA HAI?
BEECH BAZAR MEI AKELE KHADE HAI ||

6} KHUSH HAI ITNE SARA JAHAN PA LIYA HOTA,
GUMM HAI KOI JANASHI DOST HUMARA HOTA ||

7} MATLABPARASTI KI DUNIYA MEI
MERA VAJOOD KYA HOGA ?
ISS PHOOL KO KUCHALNE WALE
HATH BAHUT HAI ||

8} SANGDILI KI AAJMAISH SE
YEH DIL PATHAR HO CHALA,
E-KHUDA ITNA KARAM KARNA
KUCH NAMI BANAYE RAKHNA ||

9} LUTA DI TAMAAM UMRA
DOSTO KI KHATIR ,
EK LAMHA CHAHIYE THA
UNKO KAAM BAHUT THA ||

10} SOCHA NA THA DIL HUMARA PARVATO SA
KHADA RAHA AANDHIYO MEI CHATTANO SA,
SUNSAAN RAHO MEI PALAT KE DEKHA TO
PAYA, AKELA NAHI HAI SATH TUMHARE DIL SA ||

11} AAP JAISE DOST HO TO
GUMM KAHAN HOTA HAI ?
TAPTI DHOOP MEI
BASANT KA GUMA HOTA HAI ||

THANKS !!!!

1/13/2009

GIFTS OF 2008


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GIFTS OF 2008



Years change so do days but sometimes amid these changes the course of your life and that's what happened in 2008 to me. :)
The year started with lots of wishes but slowly it brought lot of gloom & un happiness . I started thinking that this would be my one of the worst year. But my belief in the saying " THINK POSITIVE" made all the difference. I visited CA in july & very 1st day my brother took me to a book store & bought me a magic lamp ;) I never thought the book would bring such a drastic change in my life. I was far from dark sad nights towards a new dawn in my life.
After returning back from CA i told him[some 1 special] about that book , at that time our relation was going towards end. I followed the book & started changing my self slowly slowly and he did the same. Then we both decided to give our relation 1 more chance . Christmas vacations , those 10 days became my life's best days . OMG I am again in LOVE with him & day by day its increasing. Every day is now 1st day of my love life :) .We know each other from very long time & know that we love each other but in long run it was fading . Ending of 2008 revived my love life. I am very very happy.
Rather than this 2008 showed me many shades of friendship & love. I met my new sis , bestie, my jaan DEBU in 2007 but our friendship became stronger in 2008. I got my APPLE I-MAC in 2008. I got 14 gifts on my B'Day..as its on 14th day of month. My MOM's illness got cured at the end of 2008..that was the best thing that happened. I became a working committee member of INDIAN ASSOCIATIONS in a very short span of time. Its 1 sort of achievement . Nov 2008 was my best B'Day till date.

" THANKS & GOOD BYE 2008"

1/12/2009

SWAPPING



I know lots of people who would PEEP here with the thought 'OMG' what a bold subject but beleive me you will be amazed after reading whole .:)
This is all about change of perception. SWAPPING OF LOVE from past some months M love interest is changing , I am giving more respect now.
OH ! HO ... I am talking about country n its people yaar :D. I was fan of USA since childhood.I always said "if i go to USA, i will never come back". But after coming here within month or two I got a drastic cultural shock and I started thinking of leaving USA and wanted to go back to my country.
But as i said from past some months i am in love with USA as i am seeing good things, not only in love with USA but in love with the people of USA .
People here have amazing POSITIVE ATTITUDE . OMG I have never seen before. Everyone you will see is like praising each other like anything, ing lots of encouragement and always POSITIVE VIBES. They think positive in every manner. I was like.. " HUM INDIANS KO INSE SEEKHNA CHAHIYE".
I am going to tell you one TRUE EXAMPLE of it :- in LAS VEGAS a girl name BRITNY was attacked by someone n that boy killed her sis n make her handicapped! Her mother went to jail for negligence as she locked her kids daily in trailer & went for gambling.BRITNY got new home new family who took care of her & encouraged her to do something on her own! Besides she had become handicapped.Those boys got caught & they got jail too. She wrote a letter to her mother & asked for her adoption to a new family, every thing settled down slowly. 1 day when she came across reporters...a journalist asked her "are you angry on your mother & those murderers?" Her answer was surprising enough for me.. "I know my mother is not good she gave us hell life but i m not angry with her.. i talk to her once a week as she is my biological mother but i dont love her. I am also not angry with murderers... it's sad that my sister is not with me but i want to say thanks to them as they tried to kill me & i m saved & now i got a very loving family, if they hadnt tried to kill me i would not have got that loving family despite i m handicapped now. But I am very happy with my new life..."
OMG what a POSITIVE ATTITUDE. MY SALAM TO AMERICAN POSITIVE SPIRIT .