BY-PIECES OF HEART

'' TAALI 1 HATH SE NAHI BAJTI''. FROM CHILDHOOD WE LISTEN THIS PHRASE, I CAN SAY ITS TRUE WHEN YOU QUARREL WITH SOME 1 BUT IT IS TURE IN FRIENDSHIP & IN LOVE? NAH, NO-NO.

IT IS NOT NECESSARY IF YOU DO FRIENDSHIP WITH SOME, BY HEART, THEY WILL GIVE YOU RESPONSE WITH SAME INTENSITY..

" FRIENDS ARE LIFE LINE" THIS IS MY MANTRA OF LIFE, BUT DO MY FRIENDS HAVE SAME FEELINGS TOWARDS ME? IT'S NOT COMPULSION. EVEN I DONT THINK ANY 1 CAN FEEL SAME DEAPTH AS I FEEL TOWARDS HER/HIM.. SO CLAP IS ALWAYS BY 1 PALM FOR ME.

WHY WE ALWAYS EXPECT WITH OTHERS? IT'S A HEART-BREAKING PROCESS. AT THE END YOU GET ONLY PIECES OF YOUR HEART.

" ROKO MAT JAANE DO"

I SEE THIS SENTENCE LIKE...."ROKO, MAT JAANE DO". DO EVERY THING, SHOW ALL CRAZINESS TO STOP YOUR FRIEND, SOMEHOW BRING THEM BACK.. BUT AT THE SAME TIME I ALWAYS EXPERIENCED { OTHERS TOWARDS ME} IS.." ROKO MAT, JAANE DO"....

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MY HEART BROKE.......................................

GIVING : A HINDU SANSKRITI....

TODAY MORNING WHEN I WAS MAKING CHAPATIES...I JUST REMEMBER MOTHER'S 1 SENTENCE ALWYS MAKE 1ST CHAPATI FOR COW/DOG..BT IN USA U CANT FIND THEM SO I DONT DO..BUT I START THINKING Y THIS CUSTOM IS MADE FOR...

SUDDEN I REALISE ABOUT OUR GREAT HINDU SANSKRITI....ITS NOT JUST A MATTER OF GIVING TO COW [AS SHE IS AS LKE GOD] OR DOG..ITS A GREAT REASON BEHIND THAT....GIVING...GIVE FIRST BEFORE U TAKE..JUST LKE  ANY THING BEFORE U EAT U OFFER TO GOD AS HE GIVE US ALL THE THINGS..BUT GIVING TO OTHERS..POOR PEOPLE[LKE BEGGARS] ANIMALS ..ITS JUST STARTING OF LEARNING PROSESS OF GIVING N ITS START FROM EVERY MORNING....

I FEEL PROUD THAT I AM HINDU AND MY MOTHER TAUGHT ME SAME...GIVE FIRST..

HEY FRIEND..ANY THING U REALISE LIKE THAT..PLZ SHARE UR EXPERIANCES...10X..

MOST SHATTERING EXPERIANCE .....

WHATEVR U THINK N SOME TYMES THNGS GO OPPOSITE..N THT TYM U FEEL SAD...SAME WHN U THNK PEOPLE SEEMS U 2 B A GOOD ..BUT WHN D MOMENT U REALISE THT U R NT GOOD IN THR VIEW..U SHATTERD...

LIKE ME..

I ALWYS IN SCENE ..WHR  I ASSUME THT MY FNDS CONSIDER ME GOOD BT I GOT 2 KNW..SURPRISINGLY THT IN THR SIGHTS I M NT THT GOOD..ON THT MOMENT I JUST FEEL OOOH..MY MOUTH WAS OPEND N  I WAS STUNNED..1ST I THOUGHT THT SHE IS DOING MASTI BT SAME THNG WHN MY ANOTHER FRND REPEAT  O M G...I SHATTERD...I CANT EVEN THNK IN MY DREAMS THT MY FRNDS FEEL LKE THS..THY R MY BEST FRNDS..N I TRUST THM..SO FRM THT MOMENT STILL I M THINKING WHT 2 DO??

MY MIND IS NT WORKING....RAINS R THR IN CITY AS WELL AS ON FACE..

SORRY FRNDS....THT ONLY I CAN SY NW....BT STILL I LOVE U...