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पहेली

2012-02-17T14:11:00.000+05:30

ना लफ़्ज़ो में इंकार ना बातो में इकरार,
क्या है उन्हे नहीं प्यार पे एतबार ?
है हमको अटूट विश्वास उन पर
उन्हे नहीं एतबार खुद पर
पहले दबे-दबे फिर साफ लफ़्ज़ो में
किया इज़हार हमने
सरे से नकार दिया खुद
अपना वजूद तुमने
कर गुजर जाएंगे तुम्हारे लिए कुछ भी
ठहरो ना, कुछ कदम चलो तुम भी ।
एक कड़ी नक्षत्र है बीच हमारे,
बीच होकर भी वही है किनारे
मै नहीं कहती मुझसे एक़रार करो
कुछ तो कहो कुछ बात करो इंकार करो
यह चुप्पी तुम्हारी अब बर्दाश्त नहीं होती
नश्तर सी चुभोती न जीने देती न मरने देती !!

पर्दानशी

2012-02-17T08:39:00.000+05:30

नैनों की जुबां , हाल - ए - दिल
कैसे बायाँ करू सामने उनके
कभी जुबां तो कभी नैन
साथ नहीं देते
बनके गुमनाम पाया उनको

तो लगा -

गुमनामी की शख्शियत
है असली शख्शियत
होके पर्दानशी , हमने ज़िंदगी पा ली

Chahat

2011-09-03T08:59:00.000+05:30

सब कुछ भूल जाना चाहती हूँ ....
न ज़िन्दगी को याद आना चाहती हूँ !!

न दिल न यादें कुछ नहीं है ज़िन्दगी में
बस अब कही जाकर सो जाना चाहती हूँ !!

न शौक बचे न अरमान रहे
दर्द कुरेद कर रो जाना चाहती हूँ !!

मुझको अपनी शरण में ले लो 'ओशो"
तुमको पाकर दुनिया को खो जाना चाहती हूँ !!

Udaasi....

2011-08-04T01:09:00.000+05:30

कोई तो जान से प्यारा होता है

तन्हा हुए हम मगर---

ख्याल तुम्हारा होता है

बिखर के रह जाते हम

मगर------

तुम्हारी यादो का सहारा होता है

समझ कर देखो...

उदासियाँ हमारी भी ,

प्यार बिना ----

जीवन कितना अधुरा होता है........

Dard...

2011-08-04T00:54:00.000+05:30

हमदर्द चाहा तो दोस्त भी न मिला

हम कहीं छूट गए दर्द ही दर्द मिला!

ये रिश्ते , ये प्यार, ये राज़ की बातें

समझ न पाए हम यार की बातें

क्या पता था है यह मजाक उनके लिए

हम तो असल में उन्हें दिल दे दिए !!

Intezaar

2011-08-04T00:45:00.000+05:30

वोह जाने जो करे इंतज़ार,

कैसे होता है यह मन बेक़रार,

हर पल उठते-गिरते सवाल,

नज़रो का तकना, पलकों का झपकना

खयालो में खो जाना होश का फाख्ता होना,

यह होता है इंतज़ार इंतज़ार और इंतज़ार !!

Kavi-Kavita aur Kavi sammelan

2010-11-24T23:31:00.000+05:30

WOH EK ANJANA, BAN HAWA KA JHOKA AAYA
BIN BADAL MAUSAM , WOH BARSAATEIN LAYA
AAYA THA CHAND LAFZ KEHNE, SIRF GAYE THE USSE SUNANE
THI KUCH PAL KI MULAKATEIN, ZINDAGANI BAN GAYI
WOH PAGAL THA DIWANA THA, NA JAANE KYU MEI USKI DIWANI BAN GAYI !!
NA JAANE KYU MEI USKI DIWANI BAN GAYI ....

Yeh chand panktiya mei samarpit karti hoon mere in dino ke pasandida kavi ko..

Bass kuch issi tarah ka manjar tha 20/11/2010 ko CPM ke ground mein . Jahan bheed to nahi thi par Shrota( real audience) the.
Jahan ek taraf sunane wale bekarar the, wahin sunaane wale Majedaar the, Manjhe hue kalakaar the. Sab mile to hue naye chamatkaar the.
Shuruat ki Ramesh Muskaan ji ne..jinhone sach muskaan jagai, wahin Sabina ji ne aakar mann mei anek hilore uthayi. Aaye fir Ras Bihari ji { laughter challenge fame}, inhone majma laga diya..kya kahe fir Vishvas ji { Dr. Kumar Vishvas} ne tan mann sara hila diya.
"Yun dhoobe hindi kavita mei ki bass nikal hi nahi paaye..
Khud ko bhool ke hum bass wahin apna dil kho aaye..
Gar mile kisi ko to bass itna bata dena..
Kya haar ke woh sabkuch chahega wapas aana??"

"Kya haar ke woh sabkuch chahega wapas aana..??"

CRUSH CIRCLE

2010-04-08T21:19:00.002+05:30

Chahat ki koi paribhasha nahi hoti , na isse shabdo mei baya kiya ja sakta hai... chahane ko koi kise bhi kuch bhi chah sakta hai..suraj chaand taare aur dosto koi bhi.. :) Na iski koi umar hoti hai na seema na bandhan...

Yeh sab to hui kuch kitaabi baatein... indino kuch logo se milte milate baat-cheet se ek taar juda fir taar se taar judte chale gaye. Inhi taaro ki kuch kadiyo ko joda to pata chala ki har taraf ek CRUSH CIRCLE bana hua hai ! Bahut hi chakit kar dene wala tha yeh anubhav. Koi bhi directly connected na hokar via-via hi hai..Surprising very surprising. Iss se bhi jyada aascharyachakit karne wala tha ki yeh CRUSH CIRCLE abb tak waise hi kayam hai...judkar bhi anjana...jaisa barso pehle tha...

Yeh bilkul unn raasto ki tarah hai jo ek circle par mile hue to hai..par kisi ko bhi kuch pata nahi...jo jiss se judna chahta hai woh raasta to kahi aur juda hai aur jo aap se juda hai aap uss se anjaan hai...hai na kuch ajeeb si baat yeh 1-2 raasto ki baat nahi balki sabhi raaste aise hi hai..Yeh sabse bada aashcharya hai....

Kintu aaj bhi jab iss baare mei sochti hoon ya baat karti hoon to Ek Meethi Si Muskaan Le Aata Hai yeh.....CRUSH CIRCLE......aur dil gunguna uthta hai.."AJEEB DAASTAA HAI YEH... :)

ADAA.....

2010-01-24T23:50:00.000+05:30

FOR THOSE FRIENDS WHO CANT READ HINDI :)

Humne basaya ek baag armaano ka
socha tha abaad karenge,
kya pata tha ek ajnabi
ban dost usse barbaad karenge !

Toot gaye khawab saare
bikhraa tinka tinka,
magar nahi afsoos unko
kasoor tha jinka !

zindagi bikhari lad moti si
chaha bahut pirolu isse,
dekhkar dosti ka aaina
dhoke ki chakki mei hum pisse !

zara nahi ilm unko
kya yeh bhi ek mukhauta hai?
jaankar anjaan ban-na
yeh adaa hai ya dhoka hai..??

ADAA

2010-01-24T23:16:00.001+05:30

हमने बसाया एक बाग़ अरमानो का,

सोचा था आबाद करेंगे

क्या पता था एक अजनबी,

बन दोस्त उससे बर्बाद करेंगे!

टूट गए ख्वाब सारे,

बिखरा तिनका तिनका

मगर नहीं अफ़सोस उनको,

कसूर था जिनका !

ज़िन्दगी बिखरी लड़ मोती सी,

चाहा बहुत पिरोलू इसे

देखकर दोस्ती का आइना ,

धोखे की चक्की में हम पिसे !

ज़रा नहीं इल्म उनको

क्या यह भी एक मुखौटा है?

जानकार अनजान बनना

यह अदा है या धोखा है ??

Do Raahein

2009-11-28T14:27:00.000+05:30

मेरी ज़िन्दगी में दो राहो का बहुत महत्व है क्यूंकि अक्सर मैं अपने आप को वहीँ पाती हूँ . यूँ लगता है की ज़िन्दगी दो राहो में बट कर रह गयी है . हर वक़्त किसी एक का चुनाव करो, बहुत मुश्किल है.
बात जब सिनिअर्स और सही बात के लिए आवाज़ उठाने की हो तो क्या करे कोई ? यदि सबके बीच सही बात को उठाये , तो पता ही है की उनको अच्छा नहीं लगेगा . सशक्त पद हमेशा सशक्त व्यक्ति पर हावी होता है . सब एक अच्छा कार्यकर्ता चाहते है पर वह अनुयायी होना चाहिए . बिना बात को बढ़ाये या झगडा किये क्या किया जाये? पीछे हटा जाये?गलत को अनदेखा किया जाये?या फिर चाहे कुछ हो अंजाम ,आवाज़ उठाई जाये ? क्या पानी में रहकर मगरमच्छ से बैर अच्छा है? साथ ही जंगल के राजा आपकी अनदेखी करे , आप ख़ास से आम बन जाये -यह सही है?
"मुंह पे बोला तो आप अलग-थलग पड़ जाओगे ,
और हाँ में हाँ की तो भीड़ में चलता पाओगे !"

दोस्तों से गुजारिश है की कुछ रौशनी दिखाए .....

AATMa SAKSHATKAAR

2009-11-18T09:59:00.004+05:30

Himmati hai woh, jo chale akele bheed mei

Himmati hai woh, jo daale prabhav kisi pe,

Himmati hai woh, jo uncha uthaye kisi ko

Himmati hai woh, jo bann jaye zindagi kisi ki

Himmati hai woh, jo cha jaye dil-o-dimag mei

Kamzor hai woh, jo aa jaye kisi ke prabhav mei

Kamzor hai woh, jo chale kisi ke peeche

Kamzor hai woh, jo jis par chal jaye jaadu kisi ka

Kamzor hai woh, jo toot jaye chuti parchayi se

Kamzor hai woh, jo sath chutne pe mita de hasti

Kamzor hai woh, jo fir na kare koshish uthne ki

Kamzor hai woh, jo ho jaye be-bass

Kamzor hai woh, jo reh jaye bass taras

Kaun hoon mei....????

HAAN MEI KAMZOR HOON, HAAN MEI KAMZOR HOON...

YAADEIN

2009-09-21T02:10:00.004+05:30

Yeh kavita mere dil ke behadd kareeb hai. shabd kamm pad jayenge yadi mei likhti rahu iss par.. Aaj to bass itna hi likh payi hoon....kyuki AANKH MEI KUCH NAMI SI HAI, AAJ FIR UNKI KAMI SI HAI :) Yeh kisi 1 ya 2 ke liye nahi hai yeh bass mere dil ki sachchai hai..4 ALL YOU MY FRIENDS..LOVE YOU

AATI HAI YAAD MUJHE

WOH YAHOO KI BAATEIN..

MERE DIN AUR TUMHARI RAATEIN

KYA YEH TUMHE NAHI HAI SATATE..??

WOH ORKUT PAR MILNA

CHATROOM MEI BHADAKNA

SCRAP 10 KO 9 PAR ROKNA

WOH SHERO-SHAYRI MEI JHAGADNA..

KYA YEH TUMHE ABB NAHI SATATE

WOH ORKUT KE DIN AUR YAHOO KI RAATEIN !

WOH CONFERENCE BANANA

MASTI MEI SABKO SATANA

WOH TRUTH & DARE KHELNA'

DARE WALO KO JAANKAR FASANA..

KYA YEH ABB TUMHE NAHI YAAD AATE..??

WOH ORKUT KE DIN AUR YAHOO KI RAATEIN !

MISS CALL DEKAR ONLINE BULANA

ANJAAN ID SE DOSTO KO SATANA

WOH YASIR KA HAR-PAL DING HO JANA

AUR SWAPNIL KA HAR BAAT PE JHAGADNA..

MUJHE YEH YAADEIN HAI ABB TAK SATATE

WOH ORKUT KE DIN AUR YAHOO KI RAATEIN !

KYA KOI SACH HAI ITNA BADA

KI DOSTI KI RAHOON MEI AA KHADA

KYA KOI JHOOT HAI ITNA CHUBHTA

DOSTO KO APAS MEI MILNE SE ROKTA

KAASH KE TUMHE BHI SATATI YEH YAADEIN

WOH ORKUT KE DIN AUR YAHOO KI RAATEIN !

KYA BADAL GAYE HAI DOST?

YA BADAL GAYI HAI DOSTI ?

WOH NILABH KI MASTI

AUR MANIK KI CHUPPI

WOH DEBU KI SHAITANI

AUR DEEPAK KI NADANI

KAHAN SE LAAU WAPAS YEH BAATEIN

ABB NA AYENGI FIR WOH RAATEIN !

KAASH KI MEI TUMHE YEH SAMJHAPATI

YEH YAADIEN MUJHE HAI PAL PAL SATATI !!

YEH YAADEIN MUJHE HAI PAL PAL SATATI !!

MUKHAUTA...."THE MASK"

2009-07-10T08:10:00.003+05:30

Suna bahut tha ,Dekha bhi

nahi socha tha hum apnayenge

jaise hai bass waise hi hai

yuhin chalte jayenge...

Waqt badla aur hum bhi

duniya ne reet sikha di

abb to bass yahi aalam hai

Mukhauta hi asli chehra lagta hai.....

MYSTERY RESOLVED PRT -1

2009-02-07T01:57:00.005+05:30

I KNOW FRIENDS U JUST WANNA KNOW AFTER READING THE HEADLINES....

YUP..U R RIGHT...HERE IS PART 1 OF MY BESTIE..MY SIS'S LOVE MYSTERY...

HERE IS THE VIDEO OF HER BELOVED.......JISKO USSNE ITNE DINO SE CHIPAYA.. APNA DIL DE DIYA.....USSE SAAMNE MEI LEKAR AA RAHI HOON...

DEBZ R U READY..............................??????????????????????????

DIL-E-NADAAN

2009-01-31T09:30:00.002+05:30

1} CHAHA HUMNE KI TUM CHAHO HUME,
CHAHAT HAMARI CHAHAT BANKAR REH GAYI ||

2}TUMSE DIL LAGAKAR KHUD KO SAZA DI HAI ,
SHIKAYAT KYA TUMSE? JAB KHATA HUMNE KI HAI ||

3} ABB ISS DUNIYA SE KOI UMEED NAHI,
JINPAR LUTAYE AANSU UNKO ISKI KADRA NAHI ||

4} PANA NAHI DENA WAFA HUMARI KISMAT HAI,
DOSTI NAHI MILNA DHOKA HUMARI KISMAT HAI ||

5} KYA KAHE KI HAMARA HAAL KYA HAI?
BEECH BAZAR MEI AKELE KHADE HAI ||

6} KHUSH HAI ITNE SARA JAHAN PA LIYA HOTA,
GUMM HAI KOI JANASHI DOST HUMARA HOTA ||

7} MATLABPARASTI KI DUNIYA MEI
MERA VAJOOD KYA HOGA ?
ISS PHOOL KO KUCHALNE WALE
HATH BAHUT HAI ||

8} SANGDILI KI AAJMAISH SE
YEH DIL PATHAR HO CHALA,
E-KHUDA ITNA KARAM KARNA
KUCH NAMI BANAYE RAKHNA ||

9} LUTA DI TAMAAM UMRA
DOSTO KI KHATIR ,
EK LAMHA CHAHIYE THA
UNKO KAAM BAHUT THA ||

10} SOCHA NA THA DIL HUMARA PARVATO SA
KHADA RAHA AANDHIYO MEI CHATTANO SA,
SUNSAAN RAHO MEI PALAT KE DEKHA TO
PAYA, AKELA NAHI HAI SATH TUMHARE DIL SA ||

11} AAP JAISE DOST HO TO
GUMM KAHAN HOTA HAI ?
TAPTI DHOOP MEI
BASANT KA GUMA HOTA HAI ||

THANKS !!!!

GIFTS OF 2008

2009-01-13T02:01:00.001+05:30

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GIFTS OF 2008

2009-01-13T00:45:00.007+05:30

Years change so do days but sometimes amid these changes the course of your life and that's what happened in 2008 to me. :)

The year started with lots of wishes but slowly it brought lot of gloom & un happiness . I started thinking that this would be my one of the worst year. But my belief in the saying " THINK POSITIVE" made all the difference. I visited CA in july & very 1st day my brother took me to a book store & bought me a magic lamp ;) I never thought the book would bring such a drastic change in my life. I was far from dark sad nights towards a new dawn in my life.

After returning back from CA i told him[some 1 special] about that book , at that time our relation was going towards end. I followed the book & started changing my self slowly slowly and he did the same. Then we both decided to give our relation 1 more chance . Christmas vacations , those 10 days became my life's best days . OMG I am again in LOVE with him & day by day its increasing. Every day is now 1st day of my love life :) .We know each other from very long time & know that we love each other but in long run it was fading . Ending of 2008 revived my love life. I am very very happy.

Rather than this 2008 showed me many shades of friendship & love. I met my new sis , bestie, my jaan DEBU in 2007 but our friendship became stronger in 2008. I got my APPLE I-MAC in 2008. I got 14 gifts on my B'Day..as its on 14th day of month. My MOM's illness got cured at the end of 2008..that was the best thing that happened. I became a working committee member of INDIAN ASSOCIATIONS in a very short span of time. Its 1 sort of achievement . Nov 2008 was my best B'Day till date.

" THANKS & GOOD BYE 2008"

SWAPPING

2009-01-12T07:36:00.007+05:30

I know lots of people who would PEEP here with the thought 'OMG' what a bold subject but beleive me you will be amazed after reading whole .:)

This is all about change of perception. SWAPPING OF LOVE from past some months M love interest is changing , I am giving more respect now.

OH ! HO ... I am talking about country n its people yaar :D. I was fan of USA since childhood.I always said "if i go to USA, i will never come back". But after coming here within month or two I got a drastic cultural shock and I started thinking of leaving USA and wanted to go back to my country.

But as i said from past some months i am in love with USA as i am seeing good things, not only in love with USA but in love with the people of USA .

People here have amazing POSITIVE ATTITUDE . OMG I have never seen before. Everyone you will see is like praising each other like anything, ing lots of encouragement and always POSITIVE VIBES. They think positive in every manner. I was like.. " HUM INDIANS KO INSE SEEKHNA CHAHIYE".

I am going to tell you one TRUE EXAMPLE of it :- in LAS VEGAS a girl name BRITNY was attacked by someone n that boy killed her sis n make her handicapped! Her mother went to jail for negligence as she locked her kids daily in trailer & went for gambling.BRITNY got new home new family who took care of her & encouraged her to do something on her own! Besides she had become handicapped.Those boys got caught & they got jail too. She wrote a letter to her mother & asked for her adoption to a new family, every thing settled down slowly. 1 day when she came across reporters...a journalist asked her "are you angry on your mother & those murderers?" Her answer was surprising enough for me.. "I know my mother is not good she gave us hell life but i m not angry with her.. i talk to her once a week as she is my biological mother but i dont love her. I am also not angry with murderers... it's sad that my sister is not with me but i want to say thanks to them as they tried to kill me & i m saved & now i got a very loving family, if they hadnt tried to kill me i would not have got that loving family despite i m handicapped now. But I am very happy with my new life..."

OMG what a POSITIVE ATTITUDE. MY SALAM TO AMERICAN POSITIVE SPIRIT .

UNFORGETABLE DY

2008-12-13T01:36:00.008+05:30

I knw guys its too late..bt i still wanna share my special day n some of my friends make it more special this year....14/11/2008.. right guess... it's my B"DAY.

My B"DY always start at mid ni8 ...when i was in india all friends used 2 call at ni8 only bt now i m at usa so not expecting much only few calls . But got so many unexpected calls...

Before 12 Garv called bt before 12 he ends it exact on 12 DEBU called me unexpectedly as i was not expecting her call ..me thrilled love u Debu..than Anni ji called me to come online where he was ready to celebrate my b;dy from india... i felt too good and touchy as i love him as my kid..he is my boy..love u. I cut the cake , than got call from Garv after Garv's call my bhatiji Varuna called me my sweet loving beti i love her a lot she is my pet.. than my didz called me than Nimisha called me than my Mamma . 1 very unexpected call was from Manu she is my bestmate from school time .. we share a relationship that doesn't need any words..hum ek doosre se saalo baat na bhi kare to bhi koi farak nahi padta we remain always same as we are.. love u Manu... last but not least most unexpected and omg..it's Swapnil's call..the way he wish me omg i never imagined that.. he wish me by singing whole b'day song in such a sweet way that i still remember and smile came on my face.

I get lots of gifts directly and indirectly.... all are so special and near 2 my heart 4 ever.

I got 14 gifts for each day of nov till 14th..

>From Debu i got special place in her blog.... http://share-moments.blogspot.com/2008/11/nov-14-one-more-reason-to-celebrate.html

love u Debu 4 this

>Garv sent wishes on local Uganda radio and also asked eople 2 wish me ..so nice & so sweet of him..thats called a besti..

>Swapnil scold me for not gave address to him as he wanna send me some gift..so sweet of him

>Gaurav my old friend GJ made 1 thread in his community dedicated 2 me n wrote a song for me ...so nice of him.

My B'day girl
My B'day girl
Girl..girl..girl..girl....

Dhokla Khila de
Jo khilade agar woh parathe...desi ghee waale
Haske dikhade,

GJ ko kabhi tu US se phone milale
GJ ke sath tu photo khicha le ..phir thoda b'day bhi bana le

Par GJ yeh maane na dekhi koi aisi US girl[na dekhi koi aisi us girl]

Dekhi lakh lakh B'day girl...
Ain't nobody like my B'day girl..

Dekhi lakh lakh B'day girl
Sab toh soni saadi B'day girl

Who's the hottest girl in the world?
My B'day girl
My B'day girl

My B'day girl
My B'day girl

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My day was ended after having very nice dinner at '' OLIVE GARDEN''..

In this way all my friends made my B'Dy an UNFORGETTABLE DAY of life..

THANKS 2 U ALL N LOVE U A LOT......

UR'S LOVING FRIEND...

VAISHALI/ VASU/ADITI/VAISU/SWEETS............

EK SAWAL

2008-10-28T18:18:00.003+05:30

In dino aksar 1 sawal mujhe pareshaan sa kar jata hai...''kya hum wahi zindagi jee rahe hai , jo hum jeena chahte hai''?? Mujhe lagta hai ki aksar log jeena kuch tareeke se chahte hai aur woh kuch aur tareke se jee rahe hote hai...mein bhi apne liye yahi sochti hoon...kitna aasan ya kitna mushkil hai apni tarah ki zindagi jeena..aur kya humara parivaar hume itni aazadi deta hai ki hum humari tarah se zindagi jee sake...may be its little easy 4 boys than girls. Yeh sab mere mind mein bachpan se tha par USA aane ke baad yeh sawal aur pareshaan karne laga..kyuki yahan sabko apne tarah se jeene ki aazadi hai..jaise mere neighbourhood mein ek 12 yrs ke kid ne python ko apna pet banaya hai to ek ne gieco [1 type of lizard] ko apna pet banaya hai..itni azadi soch mein aur karne mein kya india mein hai..?? ya yuh kahu to indian samaj mein hai? shayad nahi..

mein aap sabhi se iss sawal ka jawab jaroor anna chahungi ki...'' KYA AAP APNI ZINDAGI APNE TAREEKE SE JEE RAHE HAI?'' ..aur kya aap apne parivaar ke virudh jakar apne sapne sakar karne ki himmat rakhte hai ya jo chal raha hai usko except kar lete hai....

feel free to express your views.....

Antim Sanskaar

2008-09-30T17:44:00.003+05:30

Yeh zindagi kab kahan kaisa mod le le kise pata chalta hai? Zindagi hai to sapne bhi hote hai. Kuch poore kuch adhure aur hote hai kuch aise bhi jo toot jaate hai aur sath tod dete hume bhi.

Pata nahi kab yeh sapne zindagi ka hissa bante chale gaye. Pata na tha ki yeh wo kamzoor sapne hai jo apne sath bahut kuch le jayenge. Yeh tutate rahe par ussne apne aap ko kabhi unke sath tootne nahi diya. Buland iraade rakhe aur himmat bhi. Waqt gujarta gaya , sapne bade hote gaye aur sath hi poora hone ki aas bhi..

Woh waqt dheere dheere aane laga jab himmat bhi kamzoor padne lagi, ehsaas to hua par dil ne manne se inkaar kiya. Har koshish nakamyabi ki seedhi banti chali gayi. Aisa nahi tha ki usse kuch nahi mila....mila na--''tareefe aur tareefe''. Par... ''tareefo se kya kabhi pet bhara hai kisi ka..??'' Kamyaabi wahi kehlati hai jo pet ke sath aapka bank balance bhi bhare.

Aaya fir woh din jisne badal di uski duniya..''ek antim koshish aaj''..yahi soch ke nikali thi ghar se..issi ke liye ki thi mehnat peechle 25-20 dino se. Itn jyada yakeen tha ki aaj milegi asli kaamyabi.. Din gujarta gaya aur gujar gaye uske sapne bhi. Aaj woh toot gayi poori tarah...Kisi tarah usne apne sapno ko sameta aur ek ek karke har sapne ko dafan kar diya, usse kahan pata tha ki unsapno ke sath woh apni aatma bhi dafan kar rahi hai..Bakse{box} ko band karte hi laga aatma to andar hi kahi hai baki saaman ke sath...

Woh baksa uske sapno ka hi nahi varan uska apna taboot ban gaya. Yeh kaisa antim sanskaar tha..na koi aaya na kisi ne dua ki aur bass- - - -

SAB KUCH KHATAM HO GAYA

'' KASH WOH APNI EK ANTIM ICHA POORI KAR PAATI,

UNSAPNO KE SATH USSI TABOOT MEIN KHUD BHI SO JATI...''

UNDERSTANDING

2008-09-02T19:15:00.003+05:30

Apart from relatives before marriage we have certain relations or friends are important for us. They really mean to us, but I have seen that after marriage most of time partner didn't understand or realise that those relation are really mean to other partner and we should respect them also.

If husband's friends are important so wife should be cooperative and meet and maintain that friendship is important. Same applies for husband also, if some relations are important for wife than he should respect them equally.

Why friendship ruin after marriage? I didn't understand this. I seen it from very closely as it happen in our friendship circle also. Distance in cities or homes doesn't make distance in heart, I believe in it and really mean it also.

Every person has its own positive and negative. I believe maintain the relationship is tough and loosing friends are so easy. Easy ways are most of time are wrong. Beauty of relationship is to maintain it not ruin it . What if friend of your's partner is not think same as you, not same age as you, not in same status as you.... these all should not matter in friendship.

What really matter in friendship please tell me.....

AKELAPAN

2008-09-02T18:47:00.005+05:30

''Baras rahi ghanghor ghata,

chal musafir chatri utha

chalna hai tujhko akele

chahe ghata garje ya bijli chamke

hai kaal raat ke kaal andhere

saye talak na sath hai tere

kar na kisi se aas tu abb

apno ne sath diya hai kab??

gar manjil tumhe pani hai

apni rah khud banani hai

toofano mein kashti chalani hai

madya manjhdhaar mein hi thah pani hai !!''

AZAB DUVIDHA

2008-08-06T08:13:00.002+05:30

'' EK MANN EDHAR BHI, EK MANN UDHAR BHI ,

KISE CHUNU HAI YEH AGNI PARIKSHA !

HAI YEH ULJHAN KI KAUN HAI NYARA ?

AZADI PYARI KI DESH JYADA PYARA ??

EK DHARTI WOH JAHAN LIYA JANAM ,

EK WOH JISE DIYA BACHPAN SE MANN !

EK TARAH HAI SAARE APNE.....

ESS AUR HAI SATRANGI SAPNE....

DHADAKTA HAI DIL, DARTA HAI MANN ,

KHO NA DU KAHIN APNO KO VIDESHI BANN !

DESH KI AUR KADAM BADHA KEHTA HAI DIL ,

HAR DIN APNE KEHTE HAI AAKAR JALDI MIL !!

DOOJI TARAF HAI SAPNE BULATE ,

MANN KO WAHIN KHEECH LE JAATE !

KYA KARU MEIN EH YEH AZAB DUVIDHA ,

DIMAG HAI JO MANN KA SATH NAHI DETA....

HAI ''VAISHALI'' YEH PARIKSHA KI GHADI

MANN BADA YA DIMAG KI SOCH BADI.....?? ''

DILEMMA

2008-06-28T09:13:00.004+05:30

I don't have any answer for this Mona.

I just say this but question asked by her still keeping my mind working.

I started thinking all the things said by her....

No 1 is perfect in this world. But when we idolised someone from childhood and after a long period we got to know that he is not with that strong character.

We can forgive our friends for all mistake they do, even our brother sister at some extend, but can we forgive our parents so easily & comfortably for their mistakes ?

----- here the point... NO we can't...specially when its come to our ideal is our own father ..

Same thing happen to her. Her ideal was every thing to her. But same time as a women she always thought some personal things are not good in him. She even don't like his father-mother's ''sweet-sour'' relationship as sour is more there. But in young age she got to know a very bad part of her father. She was just shattered....

She talked to me only. She asked ''can i ever forgive my father or have same faith on him now..?'' this is one mistake that i knw , its make me more ''shaqui'' as now onwards i am not going to have that much faith on him.

I don't have any answers. I just keep saying calm down. What else i can say ? as this is very personal n confidential matter.

But my point is... someone can forgive his/her parent's mistake...? & treat them as normal other human being ..?

WHEN WE FORGIVE OUR FRIENDS RELATIVES EVEN SIBLINGS THAN WHY NOT PARENTS ? I KNOW ITS VRY DIFFICULT BUT THEY ARE ALSO HUMAN BEINGS THEY CAN ALSO DO MISTAKES...

BUT WE BOTH ARE IN GREAT DELIMMA ....

WHAT YOU SAY GUYS ....PLZ DO COMMENT..

BY-PIECES OF HEART

2008-03-31T18:12:00.008+05:30

'' TAALI 1 HATH SE NAHI BAJTI''. FROM CHILDHOOD WE LISTEN THIS PHRASE, I CAN SAY ITS TRUE WHEN YOU QUARREL WITH SOME 1 BUT IT IS TURE IN FRIENDSHIP & IN LOVE? NAH, NO-NO.

IT IS NOT NECESSARY IF YOU DO FRIENDSHIP WITH SOME, BY HEART, THEY WILL GIVE YOU RESPONSE WITH SAME INTENSITY..

" FRIENDS ARE LIFE LINE" THIS IS MY MANTRA OF LIFE, BUT DO MY FRIENDS HAVE SAME FEELINGS TOWARDS ME? IT'S NOT COMPULSION. EVEN I DONT THINK ANY 1 CAN FEEL SAME DEAPTH AS I FEEL TOWARDS HER/HIM.. SO CLAP IS ALWAYS BY 1 PALM FOR ME.

WHY WE ALWAYS EXPECT WITH OTHERS? IT'S A HEART-BREAKING PROCESS. AT THE END YOU GET ONLY PIECES OF YOUR HEART.

" ROKO MAT JAANE DO"

I SEE THIS SENTENCE LIKE...."ROKO, MAT JAANE DO". DO EVERY THING, SHOW ALL CRAZINESS TO STOP YOUR FRIEND, SOMEHOW BRING THEM BACK.. BUT AT THE SAME TIME I ALWAYS EXPERIENCED { OTHERS TOWARDS ME} IS.." ROKO MAT, JAANE DO"....

MY HEART BROKE.......................................

GIVING : A HINDU SANSKRITI....

2008-03-11T00:22:00.003+05:30

TODAY MORNING WHEN I WAS MAKING CHAPATIES...I JUST REMEMBER MOTHER'S 1 SENTENCE ALWYS MAKE 1ST CHAPATI FOR COW/DOG..BT IN USA U CANT FIND THEM SO I DONT DO..BUT I START THINKING Y THIS CUSTOM IS MADE FOR...

SUDDEN I REALISE ABOUT OUR GREAT HINDU SANSKRITI....ITS NOT JUST A MATTER OF GIVING TO COW [AS SHE IS AS LKE GOD] OR DOG..ITS A GREAT REASON BEHIND THAT....GIVING...GIVE FIRST BEFORE U TAKE..JUST LKE ANY THING BEFORE U EAT U OFFER TO GOD AS HE GIVE US ALL THE THINGS..BUT GIVING TO OTHERS..POOR PEOPLE[LKE BEGGARS] ANIMALS ..ITS JUST STARTING OF LEARNING PROSESS OF GIVING N ITS START FROM EVERY MORNING....

I FEEL PROUD THAT I AM HINDU AND MY MOTHER TAUGHT ME SAME...GIVE FIRST..

HEY FRIEND..ANY THING U REALISE LIKE THAT..PLZ SHARE UR EXPERIANCES...10X..

MOST SHATTERING EXPERIANCE .....

2008-03-07T20:02:00.004+05:30

WHATEVR U THINK N SOME TYMES THNGS GO OPPOSITE..N THT TYM U FEEL SAD...SAME WHN U THNK PEOPLE SEEMS U 2 B A GOOD ..BUT WHN D MOMENT U REALISE THT U R NT GOOD IN THR VIEW..U SHATTERD...

LIKE ME..

I ALWYS IN SCENE ..WHR I ASSUME THT MY FNDS CONSIDER ME GOOD BT I GOT 2 KNW..SURPRISINGLY THT IN THR SIGHTS I M NT THT GOOD..ON THT MOMENT I JUST FEEL OOOH..MY MOUTH WAS OPEND N I WAS STUNNED..1ST I THOUGHT THT SHE IS DOING MASTI BT SAME THNG WHN MY ANOTHER FRND REPEAT O M G...I SHATTERD...I CANT EVEN THNK IN MY DREAMS THT MY FRNDS FEEL LKE THS..THY R MY BEST FRNDS..N I TRUST THM..SO FRM THT MOMENT STILL I M THINKING WHT 2 DO??

MY MIND IS NT WORKING....RAINS R THR IN CITY AS WELL AS ON FACE..

SORRY FRNDS....THT ONLY I CAN SY NW....BT STILL I LOVE U...

RISHTEY

2008-01-14T06:43:00.002+05:30

एक शब्द तुम कहो , चार हम कहें
एक बात पर तुम अडे रहो ,
तो फिर बहस हम भी करें ,
कितना आसान है ना रिश्तो को तोड़ना ,
जो है काम अति मुश्किल वह है जोड़ना ।

वक्त होता नही कभी , निकालना पड़ता है....
थोडा सा ध्यान रिश्तो पे डालना पड़ता है ...

सीचना होता है प्यार से, पर करता कौन है ??
रिश्ते निभाने की बात आजकल सोचता कौन है ???

VAISSHALI...................

FRNDS UR COMMENTS R MY INSIPIRATION.......

INTEZAAR

2008-01-10T21:08:00.000+05:30

वह जाने जो करे इंतज़ार,

कैसे होता है यह मन बेक़रार

हर पल उठते - गीरते सवाल,

नजरो का तकना , पलको का न झपकना

ख्यालो में खो जाना

होश का फाख्ता होना

यह होता है इंतज़ार इंतज़ार इंतज़ार ........

A.B.C.D.

2008-01-10T17:45:00.001+05:30

HI! FRIENDS CONFUSED BY TITLE?? NO NO DEAR I M NT GOING 2 TEACH U ENGLISH ALPHABETS..

THIS ARTICLE IS BASED ON MY 3 MONTHS EXPERIANCE & MANY TIMES LISTEN BY AMERICAN-INDIANS ON VISIT TO INDIA.VERY 1ST TIME I COME TO USA & WTHIN 10-15 DYS LOTS OF INDIAN BECAME MY FRIENDS. I ATTENDED 10-15 PARTIES TILL DATE.VERY MUCH INTERACTION WTH THEM AS NAVRATRI& DIWALI THIS YEAR I CELEBRATED WTH THEM.

AMERICAN BORN CONFUSED DESI[A.B.C.D]VERY COMMAN WORD FOR INDIAN-AMERICAN IN AMERICA...

PEOPLE CAME TO AMERICA 2 BROADEN THEIR BANK BALANCE. THEY ACHEIVED THEIR FINACIAL TARGET BUT SOME HOW THEY ARE STILL IN INDIA BY THEIR MIND. KEEP INCREASING BANK BALANCE AS IN SAME SPEED REDUCING BROADMIDEDESS THATS WHY THEY ARE STILL DESI. THEY EVEN DONT REALISE THAT INDIA HAS FAR AWAY AHEAD AFTER THEY REACHED TO USA. AFTER COMING HERE THEIR MIND'S ARE STILL INTHAT PHASE OF INDIA, THE TIME THEY COME.THEIR CHILDREN ARE GROWN UP/BORN HERE SO THEY ARE AMERICAN BORN, THEY KNOW INDIAN CULTURE BY CELEBRATING FESTIVALS ON HOLIDAYS OR GOING TO SUNDAY RELIGIOUS CLASS. THEIR MIND'S ARE BROADEN AS THEY BROUGHT UP HERE IN HALF INDIAN-HALF AMERICAN WAY.

GROWING UP CHILD IS MAJOR HEADACHE OF PARENTS. AS PARENTS ARE HAPPY TO HUG AMERICAN DOLLARS BUT DO NOT HAVE GUTTS TO HUG AN AMERICAN CULTURAL FREEDOM. THEY WANT THEIR CHILD TO USE"THE LAND OF OPPORTUNITY" IN STUDIES, BUISNESS & ALL, BUT SAME TIME THEY DID NOT GIVE THEM MUCH FREEDOM..

THEY ARE SO CONFUSED WHAT TO DO..?RATHER GIVING TRUE ADVICE&FREEDOM THEY WANT THEIR GIRLS TO GO GIRLS CONVENT SCHOOL. THEY FORCE THEIR CHILDREN TO ATTEND ALL CULTURE ACTIVITIES GOING IN MANDIR OR OTHER INDIAN'S PLACES SAKE OF APNI SANSKRITI..

BUT WHAT THEY ACHIEVED?? THEY STILL ARE IN THEIR TIME PERIOD. NOW INDIA IS ALSO SOOOO CHANGED. GRLS/BOYS OVER IN INDIA HVE GF/BF IN VERY YOUNG AGE..WHY PARENTS OVER HERE NOT LIKE THT THEIR KIDS HVE BF/GF?? JUST BECAUSE D SAKE OF TO TEACH THEM LESSONS OF MORALITY?? THEY DONT UNDERSTAND THE DIRECTION OF WINDS HAS CHANGED..

BETTER PART IS IN USA CULTURE IS AT LEAST PARENTS KNW MY DAUGHTER/SON IS HAVING DATE WITH HIS/HER BF/GF. NOT LIKE INDIA , THINGS HAPPEN BEHIND THE SCENE..

ACCEPT THE GLOBALITY। FREEDOM IS IN THE AIR। COMMON GIVE THEM BETTER ADVICE & LET THEM EXPLORE THE WORLD। TEACH THEM PROS &CONS OF EVERY EXPECT OF WHAT THEY ARE GOING TO DO। YOUR CHILD SAY LIE TO YOU, ITS BETTER YOU TEACH ABOUT CONTRACEPTIVE TO YOUR CHILD। WHY SO FEAR॥?? WHEATHER YOU BELIEVE OR NOT THEY DO WHATEVR THEY WANT। ITS BETTER TO PUT HAND ON THEIR BACK TO SUPPORT IN DIFFICULTIES RATHER THEN PUSHING THEM AWAY....

DEAR FRIENDS YOUR VALUABLE COMMENTS/SUGGESTIONS ARE WELCOME॥PLZ LEAVE UR COMMENT BELOW...

E DOST

2008-01-10T17:45:00.000+05:30

थामा है हाथ तुमने

जब लगे हम डूबने,

अँधेरे में दीया जलाया

सही रास्ता है दीखलाया ।

जरुरत में आवाज़ देना

दौडे चले आयेंगे,

जाओ कहीं भी मगर ,

बन याद साथ जायेंगे ।

है दोस्ती का नाता हमारा

दील में कहीं हक है तुम्हारा,

हाथ यूहीं बढाते रहना

ये नाता सदा नीभाते रहना।

दोस्त है हम तुम्हारे,

सदा तुम्हारे संग रहेंगे,

तुम मानो या न मानो

प्यार यूँही हरदम करेंगे । ।

प्रेम : भारतीय संस्कृति के परिप्रेक्ष में

2008-01-09T13:14:00.001+05:30

प्रेम : भारतीय संस्कृति के परिपेक्ष में

आज भी भारतीय समाज अपने दृष्टिकोण को व्यापक नही कर सका है या यू कहे की हमने अपना एक दायरा बना लीया है. मस्तिष्क से कभी उस से आगे सोचने की ज़ुर्रत भी नही कर सकते है. मेरे मन में प्रेम को लेकर हमेशा से एक सवाल रहा है की प्यार में इतना बवाल क्यों? प्रेम भारतीय संस्क्र्ती का अटूट हिस्सा है, हमारे धर्म में प्रेम को सर्वोपरी माना है, फिर समाज में क्यों नही ? क्यों हर व्यक्ति चाहता है की उसका प्रेमी,प्रेम करे पर उस के हिसाब से . प्रेम वह है जहाँ कहा जाता है की ..उससे खुला छोड़ दो, यदी वह वापस तुम्हारे पास आता है तो वह हमेशा तुम्हारा है, और नही तो वह कभी तुम्हारा था ही नही..... पर इसे स्वीकार कोई नही करता है..क्यों हर भारतीय नारी पूजा तो सबसे पहले गणेशजी की करती है पर पतिकी कामना हमेशा राम जी जैसे पुरुष की करती है.

सभी स्वार्थी है सिर्फ अपने बारे में सोचते है..''कृष्ण'' प्रेम को सही ठहराया जाता है वही ''बटुक्नाथ'' को गलत।

पर इस स्थिति की जिम्मेदार एक स्त्री ही है, यदी वह साक्षर हो और अपने पैरो पर खड़ी हो तो क्या फर्क पड़ता है बटुक्नाथ जैसे पुरुष का जींदगी में होना या न होना..अपने आप में साक्षर होना बहुत बड़ा बल है , फिर जुली, मिली कोई भी आये क्या फर्क पड़ता है? स्त्री स्वंतंत्राता की मिसालहै आज के दौर की फिल्म.." कभी अलविदा न कहना " . हर स्त्री को अपने फैसले लेने का पूरा अधीकार है, उसकी ज़िंदगी उसकी है ..कोई और उसे नही चला सकता.. आज यह फिल्म पुरुष प्रधान समाज को बहुत बुरी ही लगेगी..पर वक़्त यही आ रहा है जहाँ पुरुष के होने न होने का बहुत ज्यादा असर किसी स्त्री पर नही होगा अर्थात् हर स्त्री अपनी ज़िंदगी, प्यार की तारनहार होगी न की उसका पति, पिता या भाई.....अपने प्रेम को स्वयम ही चुंनेगी .........